1Cor.15:10 But by the grace of God, I am what I am and his grace to me is not without effect. No I worked harder than all of them, yet not I, but the grace of God that was with me.
Note: God doesn’t bestow his grace on anyone and it is wasted. If his grace is bestowed on you, you will be productive for him. You are what you are by the grace of God.
Read the story of Esther part 1: Esther Chapters 1 thru 4. In this first part of the story of Esther, we find out how it comes about that Esther becomes queen, and we learn of Mordecai overhearing a plot on the king’s life and saving his life, and Haman enters in as the enemy of the Jews who plots for their destruction. Mordecai tells Esther that she may have been put in the position of queen just for the purpose of saving their people from extinction. Note that Esther lived in Persia which is Modern day Iran/Iraq her time was 473 BC or Before the Birth of Christ, or BCE which is Before Common Era in new terms.
Most of us spend at least some of our time on this earth contemplating why we are here…or what is our purpose. For each person that is different. We are all unique creatures created by God. We all have an intended purpose. For some of us it can be as important as Queen Esther’s purpose where we can save a whole nation of people. For others it may be something as simple as being there to help another person across the street at the right time to save their life. Maybe the person who is crossing the street is important in a different way in God’s plan. Perhaps that person is involved in the teaching of someone who may grow up to be a leader who does something on behalf of God. Maybe they will grow up to be a well known minister or world leader, maybe they are just another person who is going to grow up and pass on what they have learned from the person crossing the street to others…maybe they are the next Madame Curry, or Mother Teresa, or Billy Graham. The point is that no matter what task God gives us in life we should all treat ourselves as an important part of God’s plan. In God’s eyes each and every one of us are valuable and equally important.
One thing I have learned this week is that sometimes we may hold ourselves in a place because we don’t want to let someone down, or we feel needed there. The Holy Spirit reminded me of the story of Esther. She was told that God would save his people even if she did not step forward to speak with the King on their behalf, but that she would suffer a great penalty for not stepping forward in faith. God would use someone else to accomplish his purpose. That is true. God has a back up plan for his ultimate plan. That is part of our free choice. We are free to choose at all times whether to follow God’s plan in our lives…or not.
Each of us have our very own individual journey of faith. How we grow depends largely on how much we pursue God. If we just sit back and do nothing, then we simply won’t grow or our growth will be very slow…it may have starts and stops in it. If, on the other hand, we avidly pursue God…he will draw closer to us in amazing ways. The Holy Bible is like the ultimate Vitamin for your spirit. The more you dive into it the more you can learn about who God is and what he wants you to do in your life.
Yet, sometimes even the most devoted Christian can have moments when they are unsure of God’s plan….the thought comes…”What do I do now? I want to stay in your will for my life, but I don’t know what you want me to do?” At times like that the best thing to do is to pray and to open God’s word and start reading and listen to the quiet, still voice which instructs on on the way we should proceed.
I had an experience recently. I spent several hours really praying about whether to stay where I am serving God, or to go look for another place to serve. At that time (which was several months ago) I went out of the place where I had been praying and sat down in the car turned on the radio just in time to hear a random minister talk about “what do you do when you don’t know what God is wanting you to do?” I thought, (goosebumps) “Wow! Timely answer God!” I was told through that minister to just keep doing what I was doing because it wasn’t anything unGodly, until it was evident that God wanted me to do something else.
Sometimes God uses others to give you information about what he has in mind for you to do. Sometimes, he will tell you himself. Yesterday, I heard the sweet whisper of the Holy Spirit telling of a pride problem I had that was unrecognized by, yours truly…aka me! Sometimes pride can hold a person back from doing God’s will also. I mean, sometimes we talk ourselves into believing that we are the only one who can do something and that we are indispensable in certain situations. When reminded of the story of Esther she was told that she was the person chosen for the task, and that may be why she was there, but if she refused, then God would use someone else. That is why it is important to truly immerse yourself in God’s word…to the point that the content is written on your heart. This will draw God closer to you so that you may more clearly hear his purpose for your life and understand how important you are to God…what a precious person he created you to be.